Thursday, August 9, 2012

Personal

Today I am having a rough day. It seems nothing is going according to what I want, and this type of feeling really makes me emotional and teary eyed. I have so much work to do: feed my son, feed myself, clean the house and cook dinner. But, I don't have enough a)energy b)time c) enthusiasm to accomplish these tasks. If I just let go, there will only be chaos and I am afraid of that.

Yet, here I am blogging about it. Why? Because I want to be able to throw out my stacked and hidden  emotions and not hold them inside so that they can squeeze my heart a bit more. Because I want to look back one day at this frustration and know that I came out alright.... that it wasn't easy, but there was a way!

Love,
Shhivika

Friday, August 3, 2012

The Project: Absurd

Remember The Project?

Well, there are days when I don't want to follow rules, societal pressures and the boring norms. I want to be free, free to follow my noisy mind, free to be silly, free to make mistakes (God only knows if they are indeed mistakes, we just label them as such), and free to be just Absurd.


Love,


Shhivika